what's been happening since 26th? wah... a long time since i actaully update my blog... hee... many changes in life? hmm.. not really... but each day is unique!Time pasts so fast... it is already into the month of may and soon reaching the end of it! haha... almost a month has past...

well i have been bz with lots of projects, meetings, youth camps, spending time with my sheeps and meeting up with old pals... wah... been a really stress month for me... so bz that i have personally taken 2 days off just doing what i like... but i could hardly sleep properly at nite cos i keep thinking of my projects!

haha... so what's up?

From 26th-30th April 2005
Kept meeting up with Lennon and the Forum team to prepare for the camp! haha... was so nervous that things were not done yet and was busy with evax as well... the TP came down to RP to help invite ppl for the Le Estilio... yeah... sharon, alvin and i came down and did our best! haha... but that week was a tough week for my sheep, sharon as well... Parents were angry with her for coming home late and blame her for alot of things... she was quite discourage and upset, but she always been strong, but must continue to rely on God! God was faithful and did speak into her life... that week, we had some transfers to our group as well! jolene! haha... she darn funny... she farted in the Caregroup... we had our caregroup in a really cool place called the esplanade! JOLENE, u can fart anywhere u like there, no one knows! haha.... prayed for Sharon and Leon too... and for the Elaine, Jennifer and Alvin as well in studies and financial! Young Elaine wanted to come but she was sick... haha! but she came on sat lar... haha! A simple CG... then went home with Sharon believing a miracle sia... haha! she got scolded lar... went home late mah... But CG very caring too... jennifer actaully went to buy a lighter for us knowing that we didnt have a lighter and a sandwich for sharon cos sharon said she was hungry... yeah! may the people grow stronger in love for one another! yan did not come tho... he bz working...hmm....

had youth camp! haha! was so happening... on the 29th April! wah.... the place at the first glance was not so attractive but really trained our attitude! it was at a scout's camp and i was glad to have a great time. I realise that when i first reach the campsite, i did not know many people... many have gone on... i felt sad cos only alvin and i made it... but i chose to make the best out of it! haha... got to know many high school transfers... especailly jolene and jocelyn... got to sleep with them at night... and got to know a very fervent person called Deborah from NP... so excited to see the girls in NP grow... yeah! NP is on fire sia... did take a picture with them... did not really have a special feeling at camp... and was pretty tired... but i was still excited to meet God... i thank God for alvin, very fervent brother and loves God alot, always want to do things to the best of his ability! The forum was not totally a sucess... but people did ask and were engaged in learning... i m very impress at how Jasmine shared about the learning... hope one day i can speak to the crowd like that too... but the respond night was the touching one for me!I just felt that i was doing alot for God and i broke down... i wanted to do so much, yet feel so heavy that i could not... wanted to see my group grow strength by strenghth... building world changers... life transformation! That night, GOd just encourage me with his presence and assurance that what i am doing in RP is great and i can do more! i can and i must! i cried... felt so unworthy for his calling... but GOd never use the talented... he use the obedience... Sam came up to me and pray... we both cried... he did not pray bout group growth... but he prayed that both of us grow as spirtual buddies and love God wholeheartedly... i felt so bless... i must keep the commitment.... i really wanted each and everyone of my people to grow and love God all their life not just in the ministry they have now... may it be so! next year.. i probably wont be at the camp... i pray by that time sharon and alvin would be leading the team le! haha... Had some fun times, jolene kicked my privates when i was sleeping... took picturee, encourage one another, enthu in games, and the hosting... haha! lennon and i never been so creative.. but it was so fun and funny... hope to see the video soon!

From 1th-15th
Had a great time with my sheeps! haha... and lotsa work and projects! was bz preparing for the youthcamp as well! struggle with finishing my project as well! wah... may is a stretch month sia...
the youthcamp was fun but i did not participate much cos i was so worried for my projects... haha! but it was fun once i learn how to let go... and concentrate one thing at a time! it rock lor... there were about 24 freshman who joined us... and many enjoyed themselves! the games was cool and so was the bbq, but what i liked most was the pub! well done people! very blessed by yuhan, jo-n and ai... they really work very hard and never even complain at all... haha! we party all thru the nite... i was so tired that i was laming very hard lo! haha... i was really very tired... but i was talking to one sister... encouraging her that God let her go through all the tasks in life is not because she was capable but because of God's grace... bit disappointed that alot of rp people could not make it... so only alvin and windez... but is ok! haha! hope they enjoyed themselves... gald that windez came.. he really add up the atmosphere too! haha.. thanks pal! went home bt 4am, i just pom on my bed and slept... was very tired... the day before we were shifting things till 4am u see... not enuh sleep... but so worth it when people are touched!haha! thanks lennon for leading the team! haha... this is one camp no one would forget manz!!! no one!!

At work, i got to know Choolie better... haha! and also had a new friend joining called Fathiah... Auntie DC's daughter! woohoo... lame sia... haha! but project was very tough... but jo-n, nel and sharon were a great support to me! haha! constantly encouraging and laming with me!

Craze,
Pearline