been pretty busy since the start of the school! school is seriously tough nowadays especially for accounting! i am having a mega headache on that! do not think i will pass the test. Aniwaz, let's talk on some Good things! hahaha!

Yesterday was HOPE MELBOURNE 16th Anniversary! Happy Birthday! we all met at Waverly centre for the service! the night before kristin, jasmine, wendy and i went to a Pub where Kristin's DJ friend worked. hahaa! it was very funny when we entered and all eyes were on us, but the people there were friendly. I realise that many of them go them but they were not at all self concious and were just having a good time. While i guess i was not used to it, so it took all of us some time to loosen up. We talked to this gay guy and a funny chinese man, and this lady who looked so lonely. Pubs can be an exciting place with cool music to dance with, drinks taste great! but yet somehow looking deeper, people seem to go there to run away, to feel good for one night and then back to hell again... even though i went there with my good friends, i felt more enjoyable because i had their company more than the environment. we had a good laugh but we did not stay up late because the next day we had the anniversary. I was looking forward to the pub but i was even more excited about the church anniversary too.. hahaa!

early on sat afternoon, i went to the international day to help out. I tried to mingle with the locals in my group. some were really nice like sarah, but i ididnt know what to talk about though... haha! told God i was learning to feel secure and be less self concious. enjoy being urself and who i am in christ! heee.... after that i went shopping with elis. haha! i bought sandals from body shop while elis bought a few nice stuff for herself. It was quite fun as we chatted and laughed and tried on new clothes. enjoyed being with her. haha! After shopping and laughing at all the guys clothes i tried on ( i liked woman designs but non suited so look at guys one lor)... haha! then went home to prepare for tonight. Elis TRICKED me... told me it was vege she was thinking about... it waz actually KFC! hahaha... she ar... bish!! DOUBLE WHAMMY! heez... i never dare to hurt her tho... impt person.. hahaha!

Sunday! dressing up for anniversary.. so exciting! hahaha! wore something really different... see pictures later.. haha! it was big! the church was packed with people and the sermon was great. i was abit sad during worship that i felt i was not able to bring friends to come to know God and felt like i havent been very courageous or faithful... but yet God gave this comforting feeling to me not to give up, but to try harder! that christianity is a life not a goal... love u Lord... glad to see the church so excited... and that we have so many hope churches around the world! hahaha... hope singapore would be celebrating theirs next week! so excited! hee... i enjoy serving God... i see how he helped me by challenging me to do things i never thot possible, he always teach me to think of others... and he always bless me with such wonderful people and friends in my life. Truly blessed...

After sunday service, we went to drink coffee.. and again the topic was on relationship. haha! had a good chat and messing around... but it kinda felt different cos usually we all have dinner together at elis house, and i always enjoyed gathering like a family having dinner together. Elis asked me if i was alrite and invited me to go to eat with her and June, but i kindly declined. THey havent met each other much and i felt they needed time to be with each other, prayed they had a good time together....

guess it was dinner alone.. haha! with australian idol.... yet i hate being alone haha! ... i think God is teaching me something... haha! enjoy being with him.... so i slept early... did not feel like talking tho just thinking: i guess i m too action packed... i must learn to slow down.. hahaha... or stop at times... know he is near... now that he is near... i will be changed! Started today with thanksgiving with a song " for all you done". New week, starting it with God!

Jasmine is my new sheepy, GOd grant me lots of love and firmness in taking care of this sister! to believe in her and to bring her to where u want to bring her. In Jesus's name i pray! and God help her in her test too tom! consumer behavior, help her to understand... and help me pass my driving test too! amen! hahaha

Cheers!