Been struggling and really emotional recently, been thinking about being financially indepedent- finding work, studies have become harder-I feel very lost, ministry pressures-how to cope between ministry and making sure everything is ok... but the worst, havent been listening to God *tsk tsk* told Nel, and KANA! haha...

Recently friends are going through struggles and challenges as well. Prayer and Fasting to break:
Angel - Emotional, Financial-Job, Family, Healing
Nel - Dad's eyes, Emotional, Being closer to UDMM
Wai - Dad's health, Ministry Plans
Jiayin, Joyce, Suhui - Studies
Jasmine P- Relationship, Strength
Lek - Health
Violet - Softening of the heart and releasing of anger and bitterness, Opening eyes
Church: Implementation of Plans, Unity, Pastor, Power Campaign
Myself - Be more dependent on God, Breaking Emotional and Outcomes, Ministry Plans, Finding Job, Coping with studies (Got to remember the 4 seeds, that i will not be the seed surrounded by weeds and worry but be the one in good soil)

Thanking God for!
- Recently ask God that i have so much admin stuff to do, when can I have time to organise outings with friends. Well... A few of them called me to go out right after
- Having good time with my family
- Both my assignments attained a Distinction and a very good remark

Reading Philippians Recently, got encouraged to pray and rejoice more despite challenges, and God's peace will come. Man! Humanly failed as he spoke those words. Reality is tough, haha! but i have a tougher God! =) He'll help me.

Today I read Colossians 1. Worshipping God: Stronger Hillsong. In Your Freedom.
Giving my hands and hearts and tainted body to him... Release

Every Prayer i have gave to God, he has answered...
Every Prophecy that i have heard, is coming to past...
What other people have spoken, i see myself in what they have said...
My God is faithful...

Living Well, Laughing Loud, Love much, Loving God...