Watched Star Trek yesterday, was interesting how the Captain has a logbook that he must speak in everyday to record happenings and findings for the day. Good show! Seriously no anticlimax at anytime, just kept building up...

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Reading 1 Peter 1
Emailed Violet about 1 Peter 1 to encourage her...

For me...

It's about changing my life...

1 Peter 1:13 Therefore, prepare your minds for actions, be self controlled and set your hope fully on the grace to be given you when jesus Christ is revealed.

1 Peter 1:22 Purify oneselves by obeying the truh, so we willhave sincere love for our brothers and love one another deeply... How is it possible? To recognise God's grace in my life and obedience...

Recently I have been blind and deaf. Completely blank in my head towards God, towards Caregroup. To have been moving this past month is really by God's grace and power especially seeing people healed. Been really challenged in my area of self worth, i kept feeling downcast and do not think people would want to hire someone who is big sized and no experience and is always afraid.

I need to change. To grow up. To stop making decisions base on people's views on me and not God's view. To be independent. To be inter-dependent. No one is going to motivate you unless you allow yourself to be motivate. My mind, an area to be conquered.

Job, Exercise, Ministry. Being tested where I, a person with limitations, being challenged to step out. Obedience is hard core, but essential in growth. Grace is soft core, but essential when i take that step of faith.

Been neglecting people because of my selfishness... Need to wake up and care more...

Need it by the strength of God and not my own...

HUngry...

Pearline