hi,

Could not stand doing my accounts subjects, it is so hard to absorb in. haha! just reading through.. have not really started on the subjects yet... Wah! But i must do well... for the glory of God...

What have i been doing since last posting:
Sun: WEnt to service, served by preparing lunch for everyone, we did it together. went to the zoo and then to a party in clayton (Shuqin's Bday party). haha! tiring but was good. got to know more friends.

Mon: Spend time with God. Back to study. Spend whole day studying and then classes at night. Watch some TV and fell asleep. Praying for Ruth... feel sometimes she takes alot of things on herself, pray for strength for her.

Tues: Studies! I do not like my HOM class... and i felt that the class in the morning with Anna was good in terms of studies but i hate it when i know that the teachers do not really care for their students. Anna always seem to be in a rush to go off to class, and even if the students had any difficulties in studies, once the time is up, she would not really bother to help. Today, she scolded one of my friend for not coming up early to get her attendance signed, but Eliz was really helping a friend with the studies and i think she did not hear it as well. I was stunned but i said nothing and i felt bad... because i felt that i should have stood up for my friend. I think i will in future. Then in HOM, the teacher was so mean. there was a new guy in the class, he transferred over because the other class was full, my teacher's few words were "you are such a nuisancë"i was so appalled by her. I mean it was the guy's first class and the teacher found him a nuisance just because she had to find a team to put him in, which honestly i felt was not difficult at all . She facilitated the class but did not even teach. I realise that i really must prepare my work before i go to class or i probably do not know what i am doing. So pressured. Went to have a quiet dinner with mum at forefront and back home again... watched a show about the FAttest man in England. I hope it motivates me to lose weight. haha!

WEd, today was a taxing day! Accounts subjects! but i had a great time with jennifer, eliz and christine though i did not see Fong in the last lecture too... The accounts subjects are getting toughter. haha! but learning! got to spend more effort. Met micheal on the way home near the state library... he seems so worn out and many things on his mind. I think he puts alot of expectations on himself to do well in all aspects of life, i hope in the process he will learn to enjoy it too. A very good friend, think he misses the friends in singapore too... it is tough to start building a friendship by scratch here... but i think it is possible. I miss home too, i miss the ministry in singapore as well. God has been the constant in my life.

Learning to be secure about friendships in my life as well. Trust. God help me... to know that you are in the centre of the friendships i have... those that i treasure so dearly.. that as we grow in U, we will naturally grow closer as well...

Very excited for RP as well... they are growing.. spend some time talking to jerrome, windez and have been encouraged of what is happening.. i really like the forum and hope it will continue to encourage many people as well! more people to come in! haha...

Cheers
Pearline