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I havent been updating my blog wo. Just compare the date of this blog and the last one. Lazy? Do not know what to write? Dont want people to know what i had been through? Hee... I forgot!

Today is a simple day. Waking up at 6am to study, 615am zzz..., 7am study, 7.10 zzz..., 8am study, oh no more zzz..., need to study for Strategic Management test! I really work hard for this test. My attitude towards study and health has really gotten to me, but gotten me good this time! i have never seen myself so serious and determine in getting my life right this time. No time for regrets and tears... would i pull through? By God's grace i pray.

Went to class and was challenged to work with a team of locals and they are guys and they are much experienced than me... wooh! I felt scared actually, but they were friendly and it helped me to loosen up a bit. Some discussions and it was confirmed on what our next step of action would be. Did not talk much... I can really be ultra shy with strangers. And after WIL class, went to rush through some reading and realise that nothing was going into my head. Looking at the test paper, my heart was beating fast. I really wanted to do well. I have never written so fast in my life. It was truly amusing at how i tried so hard to remember and write down as much as i can! oh man, it was not easy as the teacher had made it out to be... Ended in 50mins. Lunch and lots laughter with meimay over Strategic Management and another class with the teacher who can never finish his teaching on time! my goodness, there were like 48 slides more to go. I m thankful however for his passion in what he do and teach! It kind of catches me and i have never sleep in his class once...

I was tired, but i was also looking forward to help out with the missions group in West Melbourne. Although no one turned up today, i learn much from the people around me at the meeting and especially from Pastor Mark... i realise there is so much for me to learn things personally from Jesus and to constantly ask how did the people in the bible handled their lifes despite challenges and in leadership. What caught me is that doing missions really show who you really are, it is not when you have people supporting you, but it is when you are left alone in a big world, that then your convictions would truly show. My conviction is in Christ and in his values and i am not ashame to proclaim it. My ways of showing it is to live it out, next is to speak it out...

Came back late, but then i bump into Zhi Quan ala Desmond, and i went with them to eat dinner at Mark's place. Are we going to meet in the place every year? haha.. last year was with WangHua and Desmond! Our group has grown wo! haha! They ate pretty much. They includes George, a friend from Arrow (paisei, i forgot name) and Ru! i did not eat, keeping to my original plan... Wanted to visit May, but she did not pick up her phone, so i had to drink the chocolate i bought.

Raining... Raining... Raining...

More to share, but i have not written down. Slowly but steadily... feeling blank. i must be exhausted. Time to close up...